SPOTTED-THE END OF AN AFFAIR?

What do you call a person who dates multiple mutual friends? A fish? Panda? Slut?

I'm not one, just wondering.........

Anyway, there's this new song that I've been working on. I should tell you it's normal, like me. There is a chance that I might share it in my blog, cause let's be honest I won't be putting this on my profile or anything, also it's not like the VIPs are going to read it too.

Today is the last night of April 2022, time 20:15. The next three days I'm gonna be free as a bird as I don't have coaching classes and stuff. But I will definitely try begging my parents to take me to MC or to get pizza, cause well, I want one. And tomorrow might be the day, let's hope.

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