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Midnight Memory

 Dear Diary,

   Today is the 10th of July. I did not feel like writing at all. Then I realized that there is no point in waiting for your thoughts to come to mind. You'll just have to do it-once and for all.


It's been almost five years since I started this blog. I remember randomly watching One Tree Hill and making a MySpace account. It was the funniest. Then pretended to be like Peyton a lot-having edge, emo clothes, smoking cigars, and so on.

It is funny how I still have my old username. It's almost as if nothing has ever changed.

Well, almost.

My college life is so much different than my school life. I was very popular. I don't even know how. Right now, people just know my face. They just remember it.

Well, at least they remember it!

My life has been like a wind just passing through a crowded environment. When I say crowded, I mean like super-crowded. And when I say wind, think of the invisible cloak. Nobody notices me at all-not that I mind it. If I am being totally honest, it's all on me. I just don't talk and participate much.

I wish I did, though. I am not much aware of what is happening around me, us. 

That's okay. Life's good. It's all good.

Or at least it will be. Soon enough.

One day, like Katrina Kaif sang, my dreams too shall hang on the branches of my eyes.

Till then, let's disappear.

Choomantar. Poof.

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